I am for­tu­nate as an indi­vidual. I grew up in a very good home, my par­ents went through a great deal of trouble to ensure that I get the best edu­ca­tion, that I can travel and learn about the world and I have enjoyed some rather unique exper­i­ences over the years. For my age I can truly say that I am well trav­elled and that I under­stand the intric­a­cies of this world bet­ter than most. It does sound arrog­ant, does it not? It is the truth though, my life has been excep­tion­ally good.

I know that my well being, my career and my emo­tional safety are some­thing I am tak­ing very ser­i­ously, I would think that all comes with the insec­ur­it­ies of a dom­in­ant per­son. My slave is an exten­sion of that secur­ity blanket and she is most ingeni­ous when it comes to serving as such for me.

I love my slave and she is the pin­nacle of a long search in my life what I expect and want from a rela­tion­ship, yet now and then she sur­prises me. She has revealed that she feels that I deserve more than her, that she wants the dolly and her­self to be utterly devoted to me. She feels that is some­thing I deserve.

It led me to ques­tion whether any­one can deserve two slaves. Can you deserve three, four or ten slaves? I will admit that the thought is thrill­ing, yet deep in my belly I am still grap­pling with the logist­ics of such an arrangement.

My con­scious mind with all its logic and deduct­ive powers quite clearly has an idea how to run a house­hold with two slaves, how to ensure that both are happy, how to feed, clothes and pro­gress them as indi­vidu­als. My sub­con­scious is not as clear on that very topic. How to you share love? Do you share love at all? How do you ration atten­tion and is atten­tion more valu­able when you give it to one slave alone or does it count when you give it to both of them at the same time?

My slave, she is my pup­pet. Held on invis­ible strings forever attached to me. Our dolly is not drawn on strings and yet I want to manip­u­late every part of her life, just like you would with a doll. To me there is a dis­tinc­tion. I crave to show our doll that there are many good things in life and we both want to share them with her. These things expand far bey­ond what one might usu­ally find in a BDSM rela­tion­ship. Some of the things which I will do with pup­pet and dolly include but are not lim­ited to:

• Send­ing dolly to school, we find that she would make an excel­lent cor­por­ate law lawyer.
• Send­ing dolly to pil­ates les­sons to ensure her body remains flaw­less and flex­ible for use.
• Expect­ing dolly and pup­pet to learn a second lan­guage and in good time a third lan­guage. These will most likely be Ger­man and French.
  Ger­man is my nat­ive tongue and French is the second lan­guage in Canada.
• Send­ing dolly to bal­let or salsa les­sons to improve her pos­ture, gait and presentation.

There are many other areas which I am begin­ning to take into con­sid­er­a­tion. What is most import­ant is that I can build a rela­tion­ship model which allows both my dolly and my pup­pet to feel safe, loved and cher­ished. With that secur­ity blanket in place it will be up to each one of them to develop a unique form of devotion.

While my pup­pet is bound to me by her strings and the three years we have shared the dolly does not have those invis­ible and unbreak­able chords bind­ing her to me. For the dolly, my slave and I need to cre­ate an envir­on­ment of wor­ship and utter devo­tion. The dolly is surely allowed to leave at any time, she needs to have her own friends and exper­i­ences, but when the pro­ver­bial even­ing comes, I would expect her need and devo­tion to draw her home, where she belongs and that is with me and my puppet.

This is the ulti­mate in con­trol to me. Not only to pos­sess and the guide, but to be in a pos­i­tion where you can pos­it­ively guide and shape a human beings life. While this is some­thing par­ents prob­ably do all the time my little arrange­ment trans­fers all con­trol to me. IT is quite an exhil­ar­at­ing feel­ing to even spec­u­late and think about this.

Life has put me into a pos­i­tion where I have the fin­an­cial means to change another indi­vidu­als life because it is pre­cious to me and I feel that indi­vidual deserves bet­ter though my guidance.

With all that said, I am also a human being that is simple a male. I like women, no I love them. I revel in their beauty and I appre­ci­ate their unique­ness. Why would I not want to go to bed and wake up with two of creatures of such indi­vidual beauty tend­ing to all my wishes and needs? Learn­ing to be a pup­pet­eer is a very hard and ardu­ous jour­ney, now is the time for me to pull the strings, place the limbs of the doll and reap my pleas­ures. Immerse them in a man­tra of their own and cre­ate a world of utmost devotion.